No one is eligible to ask what fate has planned for you.
-- August 2000

Missing you

There were times like this before, a long time ago. I awoke in
the middle of the night and could not go to sleep. Staring up
at the ceiling, I started thinking. Thinking about life and my
friends, but most importantly, thinking of you. I never thought
I would miss you so badly. When Danburite had appeared, I
remembered all about our past and you. I tried not to think
unsuccessfully, my mind forced me to.

The Silver Millennium was so peaceful. It was the utopia for
everyone. I was the leader of the Moon and you the Earth. You
stepped into my path and changed my world; I was the happiest
person I ever knew. We both knew it was forbidden for us to
meet each other, but you came to me even if it meant your life.
I remembered about the secret meetings in my room, they were so
happy and so sweet. Sweet little kisses and compliments were
what we shared, but being able to be with you was already the
greatest gift I received from God.

Silly me thought we could forever be together but when Beryl
had came, everything was ruined. I have you killed by my
hands; I couldn't face my guilt so I killed myself in order to
be with you again. I guess Her Majesty knew about our love,
even if she pretended that she did not, but I guess the reason
why she sacrificed herself was because she loved us so much. By
the power of the Ginzuishou, we were reborn.

But the Wheel of Fate changed. Things were never the same again.

There were men who resembled you, my love, but none of them
were really you. I was so sad. Maybe fate thought I deserve
to be sympathized, we met again, but it gave me another heartbreak
instead. You were born as my enemy instead of my lover. I returned
home crying so hard, as was the night I defeated you with my hands
once again. I don't understand, but why do I have to be reborn
if it meant I have to kill you again? I am the Goddess of Love
and Beauty, more like the Goddess of Death for killing you.
What kind of a Goddess of Love I am if I have no love?

I found my face was wet with my tears once again, like every
time I think about you. Artemis has often questioned me
why, but I never told him the truth, I feel it is best kept in
my heart instead of letting him know. I am curious, will you be
in some nice place now, my love? Or are you actually there with
me and protecting me? I am unsure, but often I feel the bond, it
was so strong. Could it possibly mean we will meet again some day?

You have been missed, Kunzite my love, you have been missed so
terribly. Will there be the day I got to lie in your warm arms
again?

-The End-